it is a bright beautiful summer day outdoors, and I'm sitting inside in pajama pants and a robe at the kitchen table next to my fiancé's daughter helping her play brainage. she is a bright young girl. she is having so much fun. but with my new life, it is goin pretty good, I live with my fiancé, we are looking to buy a house, I am starting college this fall and he is thinking about going to school just everything is going damn good. I am having fun, dispite having to drive 20 minutes to work now, but it's all good, the drive calms my nerves to and from work, gives me a chance to change moods from home to work and vice versa.